Monday, May 15, 2006

little toys

I'm graduating. Who cares? I don't. Alot of wasted time. Although it did keep me busy, and people thought I was accomplishing something. But really I'll I was doing was putting words on paper. I have no idea what I'm doing, no real learning took place. Where am I? Who am I? I remember looking up at the Y, an interesting symbol up on the nearby huge mountain, and asking myself just that: Y? And now I realize I should have just done what I thought was best, leave and never come back. But if I did that I would look back and think, what was I thinking, I should have stayed in school and gotten a degree and done something with my life. You see little one life is filled with regrets, you just have to choose the one thats not as bad. I can easily make up for lost time and accomplish nothing. But I am graduating soon, and it appears that I accomplished something, and thats whats important. I'll probably move to the mountains and try and figure out who I really am. Really get to know myself. It's August 18 if anyone wants to come.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

troy, i know who you are, but I'm glad that you can continue your search after you've earned your degree. What you'll learn is that THAT is a lifetime pursuit.

Anonymous said...

Troy, of course I will be attending the event! This is a great accomplishment, you're only the second person I've known to graduate from BYU in biochemistry, no small feat......Savor the small moments, life is composed of many!

Rachel said...

ahhh, big brother. I really would, however, as you're probably aware, IF I get into the grad program, at that time I will be having double days during preseason for volleyball. But shoot, if I don't get in, I'm on the first flight down their to congradulate you. Love you and I'm very proud to say you are my brother. :)

Anonymous said...

thats neat, very neat, and nice, also great, yes and very groovy... your groovy troy, there i said it.. i think your groovy.. and chics dig that... thats deep.. oh wow im deep. this is so cool...ahhh
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